But it also means that I have been rushing to bring in the
harvest and prepare my garden for winter. I had a goal of making sure I rested
well in November and December (just like I’ve had a goal to rest all year long right?), so that means I am hustling to not only bring in the various
vegetables and fruits that have grown all summer long, but also process them
and do something with them. I
discovered a few years ago that I used more of my harvest when I actually
prepared meals. Making three of a meal instead of just one does take a bit of
extra time and preparation. But, it is so nice to have healthy choices in the
freezer for those inevitable
I-have-no-idea-whats-for-dinner-why-are-you-looking-at-me-like-that days. Thus,
October a busier month for me.
This year, it’s not just the endless batches of breads,
sauces, and dried herbs that I am trying to manage, it’s also the garden clean
up. I need to turn the soil in each planter box and rip out all the plants and
many of the roots so that they will be one step closer to being ready in the spring.
And all the work to winterize my garden has made me a bit introspective about how
our souls are like gardens. In order to be able to plant, and grow, and
harvest. There must first come the painful and toilsome work of ripping out,
tearing down, and throwing away. And then the cold, dark, winter comes, and very
few things can grow and thrive through winter. Most things, even Perennial
plants, go into a state of hibernation and waiting.
We all need times of rest and healing to recover and be
restored to a place where we can support life. After Paul encountered Jesus on
the road to Damascus, he recounts in Galatians 1:15-18 that he spent three
years in Arabia. This was a time of formation and study for him. I daresay he
was not producing much fruit here because one would think that it would have
been recorded in detail like his later missionary journeys. God was working in
Paul during this time to tear up what had been planted previously, and sow
seeds of truth and righteousness from grace—not from the law—in him.
Furthermore, he wasn’t going to be growing and doing the same things he had
been—there was a new fruit prepared for him, the Gentiles.
These dry dark times in our lives should not scare us
because we are indwelt by the Holy Spirit. Therefore, we are never alone or far
from God because His Spirit lives within us. These times can be hard though, it
can make us question our worth, purpose, direction, and visibility to God and
others. But these times are also necessary. We need to have time to be renewed
and restored if we want to be transformed. In order to be more like Jesus, we
have to be willing to let the old go, even if it has to be ripped and cut out
just as I am getting ready to do with my tomatoes.
We have to have the winter
rain and snow poured over us to cleanse us. And, we even need fertilizer and
manure to be mixed in to make us fertile again for God’s work that He has set
out for us to do. If it feels like you’re wading through mud and poo right now,
you probably are. But it doesn’t necessarily mean you’re getting dirty from it,
it might be that you are being prepared for a full, maximum, amazing life that
bears much fruit and blesses many.
I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. – John 10:10
May your fall be colorful, and your winter seasoned with
everything you need to live a rich and vibrant life with Christ as your
redeemer.
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