I’ve taken a break from writing since September 2014 to
really figure some things out. During that time my son has grown older, learned
to crawl, walk, run, and climb on the sofa. And I have had many months to truly
consider whether I wanted to still blog and write in general or if it was
time to take a break from it. The struggle has come from trying to figure out
what was right at the time for me and my family, and what God was calling me to
in those moments. For the last year I have had little time to pursue my own
interests because I have needed to look after the interests of my family and
making sure we were all healthy and thriving. I’ve had some minor health issues
that needed to be addressed. I had a son who needed my undivided attention.
I’ve struggled through depression and feeling purposeless. But now, at this time, I am feeling the call and motivation to pick
up my pen again.
I can’t apologize for the long break, I needed it. I can’t
promise I won’t ever take a break again, either. I’ve learned that life is more
than schedules, plans, and lists. But, I have also learned that I truly enjoy
this. I enjoy the research and the writing. Watching words flow across the paper,
or screen as it may be, and knowing that I am a channel for God's blessing and that channel
takes the form of a blog.

I, too, wish to see God’s splendor as regularly and
brilliantly as the sunrise. I wish to stand firm in the truth that His glory
and splendor will always rise above the horizon and chase the darkness away. I
wish to know Him and His word so personally that His glory is ever apparent to
me. It’s a difficult task, and life doesn’t make it any easier; but, it is most
assuredly a goal worth pursuing. I hope that this space, and the articles
posted here will encourage you and help you to know Him more as well. I hope
you find yourself drawing closer to Him as you see His heart revealed in
Scripture. I hope you too will come to see how amazing and awesome He is and be
reminded of His splendor with every sunrise.
Our Precept Bible study group here in Singapore is studying the book of Ezekiel. Chapter one opens with God giving him a vision of His glory. I too wish to know Him and His word so personally that His glory will transform my life, my thought life, my words and my actions. Already His word is alive to me, but old habits die hard. To paraphrase the apostle Paul, "i do what I don't want to do and don't do what I want to do."
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